Happy Hump Day lovelies! I do hope you are having a better week than I am, I don’t even hardly know what day it is.
I have been a little absent around these parts now from July, I’m not going to start spewing excuses but there is a reason, and it’s one I’m not quite ready to talk about yet.
I knew what I done would be hard, but anticipating the difficult times and then actually living them are two very different things.
I will say, as emotional and broken as I feel right now, I know without a doubt, I am where I’m supposed to be and even through the chaos and tears…God has shown me that OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
I’m keeping a notes section on my iphone and every time God gives me another little confirmation that I’m following His lead, I write it down so I can go back and remember all the ‘WHYS’.
This last week has been hard.
Hard doesn’t even do it justice.
IT WAS BRUTAL.
I have cried many many nights wondering how-in-the-ever-loving-world am I going to get through this and stop feeling so uncomfortable and low.
But the ultimate answer is, His way is better.
And although I can’t see the whole entire picture just yet… I am already seeing little glimpses into why I took the steps and made the decisions I did.
Women are already a rollercoaster of emotions on a normal day, but man, throw in any life changing event and wowsers… cry-laugh-cry-laugh-cry-laugh—– repeat—–
Hopefully my fam won’t admit me to any kind of psychiatric ward before I get myself in check. Seriously.
I will report back soon… when I’m less emotional. Ha. #ThatWillBeNever